Life Reflection

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by Kaitlyn Dolif11 views·Updated May 5, 2021
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  1. in life.
  2. Some teenagers have a very overwhelming and hard time whether
  3. it's with school work home or friends but others they
  4. have such an amazing exciting and easy time of high
  5. school. Some teenage struggle with many of these things because
  6. they have a mind set of who wants me there,
  7. they have depression and anxiety and they don't know how
  8. to go through their school work alone.
  9. I was one of those students in school, I was
  10. never the brightest or the best of my schoolwork because
  11. of this I was given three I.
  12. E. P.
  13. S. These gave me more time on assignments or tests
  14. and then we use extra resources.
  15. The downside of this was I had to leave the
  16. classroom with another teacher to learn slower.
  17. It made me feel very unintelligent and it made me
  18. overthink make other students.
  19. I thought that I was the dumb one but in
  20. the long run I realized it wasn't to torture me.
  21. It was to help me to get through school work
  22. easier For from 1st to 7th grade.
  23. I struggled with these thoughts and when I finally was
  24. able to get off of those I PS I thought
  25. it was a godsend for many years.
  26. I struggled with two major things, depression and anxiety.
  27. My home life in my school life weren't great.
  28. It felt as though I was alone and then no
  29. one would miss me.
  30. I thought it would be fine if you were gone
  31. to have so much love for everyone else and they
  32. just smash it down on you.
  33. Made me feel like I didn't want to feel any
  34. of that love anymore.
  35. I had a lot of mistrust, misguided mindsets of who
  36. cares about you.
  37. I didn't see the light at the end of the
  38. tunnel, but for some people, they are able to find
  39. a person, a thing in their life that will make
  40. it better and for me that was my boyfriend and
  41. his family.
  42. They showed me the light at the end of the
  43. tunnel, but they made me a perspective that may be
  44. nothing. Look for the light at the end of the
  45. tunnel it was more get to the top of the
  46. hill, see that sunset, see that beautiful life of yours.
  47. They showed me the beautiful parts of life and that
  48. I didn't always have to struggle though in teenagers, it
  49. is a very big learning experience on whether or not
  50. they should keep a friend or if they want to
  51. fail school at a very hard time being able to
  52. keep friends, they either thought I was faking who I
  53. was or they were the ones being fake having lost
  54. so many friends made me never want to trust anyone
  55. again. I was heartbroken and I was sad that so
  56. many people had left me.
  57. But many years later I learned that I could be
  58. able to change myself without them, That I could be
  59. my own self and find the right friends that would
  60. love me for me.
  61. I saw myself worth again and I saw how I
  62. should be treated by others.
  63. If people didn't want to like me who by who
  64. I was, I wasn't going to let them stay in
  65. my life.
  66. Having to learn this made it very difficult because it's
  67. a hard concept to comprehend.
  68. I do hope that when other teenagers go through friend
  69. brief won't always be a struggle, it gets a lot
  70. better. I would want her to know that extra help
  71. was very much needed for us to succeed in school
  72. and in life later on, if I had known that
  73. most of my friendships wouldn't end out great, I probably
  74. wouldn't have fought so hard for them that would have
  75. moved on and lived my life when wanting to know
  76. if these three times in my life came together, you
  77. can see that it's a sequence of events.
  78. I struggled with friends which made me struggle with my
  79. school work and then leaving, leading to self worth being
  80. able to see how I changed throughout the years.
  81. It's truly amazing to me and it to make it
  82. to the end of high school is just as amazing
  83. because I didn't think I would make it that far.
  84. Many other teens can feel the same way because they
  85. may have struggled the way I did, whether it's with
  86. schoolwork, families, friends or depression, I would want them to
  87. know that they are never alone.
  88. They always have at least one person or one thing
  89. that is on their side.