My Star Project

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by Audrey Guill2 views·Updated Aug 23, 2021

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  1. Hi, this is my my Star project, yep.
  2. Okay. Question everyone.
  3. Someone who inspires some guys so inspires me Shane cozy
  4. because he is a beautiful artist when it comes to
  5. poetry and stuff and he always finds a way to
  6. balance the dark and the light when it comes to
  7. the world.
  8. He has a really artsy way of coming at like
  9. reality. One of my goals is to spread positivity, positivity
  10. the media like everyone and to make everyone laugh and
  11. have a good time and get that kind of negative
  12. stigma out of the current mainstream media.
  13. Stop laughing at me.
  14. And uh I am happiest when I perform when I
  15. make people laugh and when I give people that like
  16. sense of escape from the trying times.
  17. Yesterday I did not um what makes me laugh.
  18. Everything on this planet like the wall make me laugh.
  19. I started it for too long.
  20. I think that's probably like a mental disability, but you
  21. know, it's ready.
  22. Ready? Yeah.
  23. Um I like to change the way people see themselves
  24. and give people more self accepted, you know, abby, so
  25. accept this.
  26. So um people working harder to be more comfortable in
  27. their own skin and not too much relying on the
  28. media and reality to tell them who they should be,
  29. they should look like etcetera etcetera etcetera, a defining moment
  30. in my life.
  31. And I was diagnosed because I am severely neurodivergent And
  32. I was 14 years old, I was going to my
  33. freshman year of high school.
  34. You guys, I was going into my freshman year of
  35. high school and I was I don't know I was
  36. diagnosed with severe 80 she generalized anxiety disorder.
  37. Um autism and autistic to laugh.
  38. It's funny.
  39. It's okay.
  40. So yeah so defined by my life was being diagnosed
  41. with laughing at me.
  42. You're the one what is important to me?
  43. Individuality. So like these people, I'm an individual on my
  44. own right?
  45. And I'm being obnoxious but it is uh defining yourself
  46. outside societal rules and the balance to try to push
  47. you in and like really getting out of your box
  48. and self discovery and just being you regardless of like
  49. anything anyone else.
  50. Uh huh.
  51. Um I believe your life your rules.
  52. So whatever society thanks that is appropriate or not appropriate
  53. or should be done, what should be done Like we're
  54. all standard.
  55. You have morals that you pay attention to do but
  56. when it comes to people trying to dictate your style,
  57. your self expression, um your happiness.
  58. Um I think one of shame chosen some poems he
  59. said um if your light shines too bright.
  60. Handout sunglasses never done yourself for other people.
  61. I think it's really important.
  62. So your life your rules do what you want.
  63. Yeah. Um So my favorite things are creating just anything.
  64. Just making stuff constantly brother.
  65. It's like physical things or its videos and like of
  66. content or sauce and like little doodles.
  67. I create stuff.
  68. Um Some hobbies I have.
  69. I dance, I act like art, music.
  70. Um Body painter.
  71. We're not going back to the imagination though because I
  72. do a lot of cost place and character creations and
  73. O. C.
  74. S. And makeup.
  75. Uh Usually always has something to do with self expression
  76. or creating things to kind of like balance out that
  77. boring this of reality.
  78. Like I live in fantasy land.
  79. So um yes my best childhood story I put on
  80. this performance when I was little and it was like
  81. a hip hop performance.
  82. I don't know why.
  83. And my mom recorded it and she shared to every
  84. single person and I like uh family.
  85. So at one point they all came over to my
  86. house like my family and I think just to see
  87. you do it in advance this kind of um something
  88. you should know about me.
  89. I I am loud and obnoxious and I have no
  90. chill and I'm very not abrasive but abrupt and I'm
  91. very free and myself and I am very loosey goosey
  92. mentally and I have no attention span.
  93. I don't know.
  94. Not so well that you should know is that my
  95. brain is completely free of any kind of thing.
  96. That would maybe help me be good at school then
  97. that's it.